MY everyday teenage life day 1:

Well today was a good day I guess you can say, until all my beautiful best friends were telling me cute amazing stories with all their boyfriends.. I guess it's downer that im the only one who doesn't have one.. nor beautiful. I see what their boyfriends say to them.. how beautiful or gorgeous they are which is true but at least they have someone to tell them that. Then there's me. Simple, plain me. No boyfriend or beautiful attached to me. Boys like them a lot, because of their personalities, funniness, looks, life. I guess you can say i'm jealous but I would never tell them that because I know they will lie and tell me I'm beautiful or funny but it's whatever, they're really good friends and i'm so happy for each of them! I just wish I could be happy for myself. High school starts in 22 days to be exact, I'm a freshman, new school, new people so I know i'll try to have a good time, maybe a new boyfriend or something? I dont know if i really like the whole boyfriend label thing or anything, I just want someone i know i could rely on when I need him the most, someone to always be there for me, who will make me happy, is it so much to ask for but i guess in this lifetime.. it is.