Today's hopefully gonna be a good time in this teenage life

Well i'm going to laser quest with a bunch of friends! it's going to be such a fun time since i always have fun with all of them. I guess i'm more excited because my crush is going.. sounds so 5th grade ish but i dont know what else to call him.. since he has a girlfriend whos one of my good friends.. yeah yeah i know its wrong that's why no one know nor will know. he's VERY flirty and so caring,cute, goodhearted but taken. he gives me the best hugs, wish i was her though.. its whatever though. tonight i want to be a good night since its 21 days till school now! ah i'm so excited, meet new people! well this ones gonna post is gonna be kinda short, ill post more tonight after i come home! LOVES summer xoxo

MY everyday teenage life day 1:

Well today was a good day I guess you can say, until all my beautiful best friends were telling me cute amazing stories with all their boyfriends.. I guess it's downer that im the only one who doesn't have one.. nor beautiful. I see what their boyfriends say to them.. how beautiful or gorgeous they are which is true but at least they have someone to tell them that. Then there's me. Simple, plain me. No boyfriend or beautiful attached to me. Boys like them a lot, because of their personalities, funniness, looks, life. I guess you can say i'm jealous but I would never tell them that because I know they will lie and tell me I'm beautiful or funny but it's whatever, they're really good friends and i'm so happy for each of them! I just wish I could be happy for myself. High school starts in 22 days to be exact, I'm a freshman, new school, new people so I know i'll try to have a good time, maybe a new boyfriend or something? I dont know if i really like the whole boyfriend label thing or anything, I just want someone i know i could rely on when I need him the most, someone to always be there for me, who will make me happy, is it so much to ask for but i guess in this lifetime.. it is.